always.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Happy Birthday Me

Happy 22nd birthday Joelly.

I made myself count down till 12am and made wishes.

Importantly I want my family and friends to stay happy and healthy.

Seriously I'm very tired, need some sleep.

I'm feeling kind of weird though.

I dont really know why.

with having all the wishes i gotten, i just felt theres a hole in my bag of wishes.

issit the loneliness?

or issit just sth is amiss?

maybe the fact tat i have been celebrating 4 years of birthdays with him, including 1 before we got together.

prob this is the first brithday im back to myself again.

well, maybe it made me feel unimportant to anyone else already.

nvm, turning 22 today.

its a day i think I shud just realli realli be happy and kill the suayness away.

a day i shall start anew.

a day of ageing...

actually i dun realli wanna celebrate birthday especially this year. but nvm.
7th July 08 will be over in a flash.

the 21st year of my life wasnt a great one in terms of what had happened.
I've been thru some stuffs, minor n major changes that had me changed and grow to who i am now which i think its on the better side.
I've opened up alot.

will be going out today.
I hope will be great at least.

k, enuff of ranting.

I wanna thank all my friends who stayed up as near or as late as 12 midnight just to text or msn me a happy birthday seriously!

and of cos i demanded a few though. lol.

I'm off to sleep.

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[GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says:
i wont forget de
[GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says:
cos i put down as my reminder leh
[GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says:
in my phone
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
hahaha
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
kk
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
i appreciate it
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
kk
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
i close this window
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
i pretend nv happen
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
then
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
tmr u msg mi k
j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
*ciaoz*

[GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says:
HAHA
[GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says:
good nights

j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
goodnight~ *birght smile*

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j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
21st year of my life isnt good
j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
so by counting down my 22nd one
j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says:
i hope magic appears
.:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] *i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ* glor says:
*sending MAGIC*
.:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] *i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ* glor says:
*sending 10%*
.:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] *i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ* glor says:
*send complete*
.:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] *i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ* glor says:
ur 22nd one wil b the start of the best yr in time no worries
.:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] *i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ* glor says:
lotsa magic is tat for miracle n happiness


July 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.	Monday, July 7, 2008 Happy Birthday Me Happy 22nd birthday Joelly. I made myself count down till 12am and made wishes. Importantly I want my family and friends to stay happy and healthy. Seriously I'm very tired, need some sleep. I'm feeling kind of weird though. I dont really know why. with having all the wishes i gotten, i just felt theres a hole in my bag of wishes. issit the loneliness? or issit just sth is amiss? maybe the fact tat i have been celebrating 4 years of birthdays with him, including 1 before we got together. prob this is the first brithday im back to myself again. well, maybe it made me feel unimportant to anyone else already. nvm, turning 22 today. its a day i think I shud just realli realli be happy and kill the suayness away. a day i shall start anew. a day of ageing... actually i dun realli wanna celebrate birthday especially this year. but nvm. 7th July 08 will be over in a flash. the 21st year of my life wasnt a great one in terms of what had happened. I've been thru some stuffs, minor n major changes that had me changed and grow to who i am now which i think its on the better side. I've opened up alot. will be going out today. I hope will be great at least. k, enuff of ranting. I wanna thank all my friends who stayed up as near or as late as 12 midnight just to text or msn me a happy birthday seriously! and of cos i demanded a few though. lol. I'm off to sleep. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ [GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says: i wont forget de [GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says: cos i put down as my reminder leh [GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says: in my phone j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: hahaha j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: kk j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: i appreciate it j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: kk j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: i close this window j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: i pretend nv happen j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: then j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: tmr u msg mi k j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: ciaoz [GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says: HAHA [GX]- Anger turned into frustration. After a while, i felt like crying. says: good nights j0e - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: goodnight~ birght smile -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: 21st year of my life isnt good j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: so by counting down my 22nd one j0elly - Its a subconjunctival hemorrhages for my birthday this year. says: i hope magic appears .:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ glor says: sending MAGIC .:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ glor says: sending 10% .:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ glor says: send complete .:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ glor says: ur 22nd one wil b the start of the best yr in time no worries .:: Love Me ::. [,,,,] i ڸ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥ﺎ glor says: lotsa magic is tat for miracle n happiness 12:30 AM xoxo.